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8:57 by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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8:57

Everything went dark. Slowly they forgot Warming light As the hands Waved bye by. Stuck in the dark There’s nothing. No tears; They were dried out By the day’s end. Not a single shred Of decent energy. Only the thoughts Stuck on repeat, Never seeming to go. … Why do I stay? What benefit Keeps me attached? What good is it? The lie I tell myself… What does she mean? Do I still love her As she dances in my mind? Is it worth the distance That breaks me down? Am I the villain? Destroying hope That I could be better? Or that maybe I was better? Will someone tell me? Could I just leave it all? Far away from the demons

Motivation for Nothing by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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Motivation for Nothing

The motivation I have, The muse that I have called you Is not the present force Of my reality. I play all these games Deep in my mind, Just to involve you And pretend you’re with me. I want to be there with you Like you want me to stay. What is this ever for When silence is so prominent? I want to run far away And start anew But I don’t want to do it Without you…

I will Always be Last by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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I will Always be Last

In the grand scheme, I’ll be last. Behind everyone Who means something. Is this fate? Is this the curse That strangles my heart? I have to know. I’m just trapped Between two scary worlds. A place I don’t belong, And a place that never shuts up. Maybe it’s just my fault In believing I am someone. Believing you would care for me, That anyone would care for me.

One Request by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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One Request

Just this one request I now beg for. Take me away! Take me somewhere else! Take me to find happiness, Away from this world That would like to forget me. Take me to a place Where I can forget it all. A beautiful place Where my trembling hands Can’t strangle my mind Or rip apart my heart. Please, just take me there, Take me wherever it may be Inside a blue box of the stars.

Over Again by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

Death in Ambition by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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Death in Ambition

I’ll always cry chilling tears Of the oceans you drowned. Was this the adventure That called your name? Did you ever know Where you would go? You were the sunlight, The warming breeze Creating life. Happiness was never enough; Your self was frail You always screamed. I wish I told you, ‘It’s okay, just rest’ I wish you rested Instead of breaking Over faceless ghosts. In thought, I wonder Who you were In your self What we could do When together. Where can I ever go Without you?

Scared Of You Now by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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Scared Of You Now

Could I ever talk to you, Sing, laugh, share good days Like we once did? I don’t think I’ll ever Ever get used to this distance We now share… The joys we had, The vibrance between us, Decayed under the sun. The air around me, The old fresh air Is thicker than smog When your thought Touches my mind I know I can say hi, Share a moment Like we used to. But you’re sick of me. You’ll tell me no. You don’t have to say What I already know. I get it, In my heart, I have an idea. The answer I came to Breaks me down. Even if I’m wrong, I’m afraid to ask. Maybe it’s best to say bye. Hope I can le

Set by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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Set

When the sun does set, I won’t be ready. When tomorrow sets, It will be too soon. The winds blew too fast When I just met you, The dancing spirits That you and I shared. When will I see you? Will we laugh again The way we use to? I’m scared to wonder... Remember the days We spent floating out When nothing mattered But time together? I will yearn great links To get it all back. Swim across vast waves And reclaim the stars! I’ll never say it- The goodbye would hurt. And I do wonder, If it will hurt you. I’ll keep my eyes shut If it’s all a dream. We’ll continue on Life’s grand adventure. The su

Moonlight Oceans by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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Moonlight Oceans

The little fish wanders Across blue moonlight Shining scales up above Where sunlight slumbers. The raindrops echo down The dark, purple velvet Coating the skies above. Do you like the soft tune? Life under the oceans Takes away anxious breaths, Drifts across other worlds, Refreshes the lost souls. The celestial smile Speaks in a light blue glow. Words of the grand temple From the moonlight shines down. What treasures rest silent? Where to journey from here? May this be the meaning To end long wandering.

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8:57 by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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8:57

Over Again by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

Death in Ambition by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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Death in Ambition

Scared Of You Now by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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Scared Of You Now

Set by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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Set

Moonlight Oceans by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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Moonlight Oceans

Inside a Square by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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Inside a Square

Inside the square box, There’s no where to go. Inside the square box, Only one window. The world outside goes on In it’s blooming motions. The people, places roam Inside vast lands and oceans. Fluorescent light beams white Off the blank walls look down Stare blankly all corners. The emptiness all around. In front, the screen is blank But useless words and goals That offer me nothing. They only strip my soul. Outside the window, The world gives rich life. Outside the window, The color is bright. Journey out the window That is what must be done. The square box is a trap That I can outrun. The jump offers much pain, It offers

Suffering Joy by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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Suffering Joy

The ones desired most, How much are you willing To fracture broken glass? Was it worth all you knew? All you could’ve become; The ghost who drifts. Did they ever want this? To see you slice away Sanity, well being. They’ve gone away for good, Without saying goodbye, Leaving a pool of blood. Don’t listen to angels They will deceive you With a promise empty. But who’s to say they’re real? All justification For the dark desires. Who’s to say they’re good? Looking for a fun time In your corner of grief. They come from a vast world That will not care for you. They just toy with your loss.

New Age of Earth (A Deep Thought) by 1BroviantheGreat97, literature

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New Age of Earth (A Deep Thought)

Daylight shines Floods of the new world From yesterday’s dreams. Lessons of bygone games, Are knowledge and moral For the New Age of Earth. Come! Take it in my friends! That sweet fresh air needed; It’s been too long. And under the stars, Tonight, take in the day; Take in the experience Brand new to us That we had never felt In yesterday’s struggles. Under the stars tonight, Let us sing our vast tune And strum on rhythmic keys Songs to peace internal. Our time to celebrate Under Luna’s bright light. Our songs echo across Oceans that carry us In it’s refreshing soul. They give back pools of life We thirste

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

May 19
United States
Deviant for 7 years
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My Bio

Greetings DeviantArt! As a member of this platform, here are some little facts about my life that I think is vital to my page. I am passionate about writing and photography. I am currently learning how to draw, so don't expect me to post any great art work. I want to get a Bachelor's Degree in Buisness, so I would like to one day make money off of my work. Until then, I'll just have to work hard until that day comes.

Favourite Visual Artist

Stuart Sutcliffe, Tim Burton, Osamu Tezuka, Jhonen Vasquez

Favourite Movies

Isle of Dogs, Whiplash, Fight Club, Pink Floyd: The Wall, The Castle of Cagliostro, Fantastic Mr. Fox

Favourite TV Shows

Doctor Who, Seinfeld, The Simpsons, The Office, Frasier, Workaholics, It's Always Sunny, *insert an abundance of anime here*

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

The Beatles, Pink Floyd, The Doors, Queen, The Rolling Stones

Favourite Books

Dracula, The Call of Cthulhu, A Clockwork Orange, The Acendence Triology, The Devine Comedy

Favourite Writers

H.P. Lovecraft, Lewis Caroll, John Lennon

Favourite Games

Legend of Zelda, Fire Emblem, Soul Caliber, Street Fighter, Marvel vs. Capcom, Hotline Miami

Favourite Gaming Platform

NOT FPS

Other Interests

Photography, Reading, Guitar, Sleeping

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1BroviantheGreat97

Jul 8, 2022

I just don’t feel okay. At this rate, I never will. I wish I could end it all permanently.

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1BroviantheGreat97

May 20, 2022

Journal 30

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I’m just writing this just because. Nothing hurts worse than feeling abandoned by the one person you would want to be around. But it gets so confusing when they want YOU around, just for them, never talking to you. Outside of school, they don’t really want to talk to you. Outside of work, they don’t want to talk to you. When it’s me who needs them, I just get the basic, ‘you’re doing good’, ‘you’re getting better’, no support after that, no reassurance when all else would fail. Even beyond that, there’s no one to talk to just to talk to; in the past, it was just helping with schoolwork, now, it’s just work. After a year, why was I dumb enough to talk to you? Why do I still have feelings for you? All I do is feel distant from you, like I don’t matter. Why did you talk to me again after a whole fucking year? You clearly don’t care about me, so why did you come back? Why did I still have feelings for you after all this time?